How God Made My 2012?

Sometimes reality is only so hard to be accepted. It’s not always getting what you want and thinking what you need, just embracing and enjoying the things that we already have. The enduring love of a family and the kindness of a friend are things that money cannot buy. These are things that we overlook in our quest to have what may be popular at the moment, they become overlooked when we evaluate what makes up our personal realities. In this January SPRING projects, I would like to share about how God made my 2012. No word left behind can inform how my life last year undergone, it’s all about beyond description. Laugh, love, tears has become some pretty combination.

 

 

2012 was a great year to me, in this year my maturity has been formed. A lot of tears I wasted, whether it’s about joy or disappointment. Some tragedies brought a big impact in my life and alternated myself. A higher proactive was needed a lot. So much problematical came a long like family, friendship and inner conflicts, and I admit that I’m not quite wise to control the problems. Even, the problems drive myself being slowly weak. Furthermore all of those matters brought my academic score were drastically descend, I became so lazy, got sensitive easily and just like a crybaby.  By the time goes on, I realized that I shouldn’t did stuck anyway. I have to keep moving forward and focus. That’s way I made some life action research.

Firstly, I would like to share to you guys about some sweet memories last year...

Outbond @ Cobanrondo, Malang with 2^nd and 3^rd batch of Sampoerna Academy Malang.

Magic in Romance :)

Earth Hour Celebration at Dormitory

Behind The Scene of Mantaray Movie Night @ Malabar.

House Eagle Performance at Manta Ray Movie Night “Mystery of Time Machine, The Future Has Been Arrived”

With Gibran at Yayasan Pendidikan Anak Cacat. He’s so cute anyway :)

Birthday greeting from my friends to me :’)

The last day with Kadek, Manta Ray member from Sampoerna Academy Bali Mandara.

Promnite :)

 Choir Performance @ Graduation of Sampoerna Academy 1^st Batch.

 

Choir Performance @ Students Inauguration of Leadership Academy Malang.

Independence day of Indonesia.

Smandasa 13^th birthday.

Ecsotic @ Pathway To Leadership

Solo Camp oh Solo Camp

Those Memories are undeniably awesome, but still there is happiness and sadness in every single thing...

  For me, everyone should know the importance of self-evaluation. When I evaluate myself, I’m assessing what I know, what I do not know, and what I would like to know. I begin to recognize my own strengths and weaknesses. So that I become more familiar with my own beliefs, and possibly my misconceptions. I evaluate myself by writing a personal journal every day. So I think the 7habits Daily Journal task is just so helpful (Thank you Miss Kadek). After I evaluate I’ll be able to set goals that I feel I can attain with the new knowledge I have about myself. Good things from my self-evaluation are I can get into the right state and environment,  being more truthful, analyze some problem followed by its solution, make a good decision and try to commit it.

After do some self-evaluation we can be easily reflect our self. I’ve ever read quotes from Ten Principles of Universal wisdom "The true purpose of self-reflection is to correct our mistaken thoughts and actions, and learn from them, thereby creating a more constructive life. Self-reflection is not just the simple act of discovering past mistakes and making up for these mistakes, like resetting a negative to zero. The ultimate objective of self-reflection is the development of a more positive self and the realization of a utopia on earth as the fulfilment of God’s will." After did self-evaluation, I’ll probably be easy knowing what should I do, what the lesson I can take about. So that the reason to do Self-Reflection is to be better in the doing something. 

Next is going to the revision, cause reflection makes me know what should I do, so I try to repair my personality going to be better. I knew that I shouldn’t thinking too much about my past and its problem, just take everything rilex. Oh ya, my twin (Vivid) ever said to me that “Take it easy” is the most proactive sentence, so I try to apply it every time I got trouble. I’ll always also put my thoughts down on a paper, so I’ll always relieved after reveal what inside my mind. Next, live in the moment. Once I've resolved the thinking process, and taken action, I take focus on my awareness on the here and now. What's done is done. Stop Worrying and Start Living. 

            All I can say for the next planning on this new year is absolutely being better person. That’s all.