Gift of A Friend.

"Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself. Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone. It's easy to feel, like you don't need help. But it's harder to walk on your own. You'll change inside when you realize, the world comes to life and everything's right from beginning to end when you have a friend by your side that helps you to find the beauty you own when you open your heart and believe in, the gift of a friend" 
 

"No matter how serious life gets, you still gotta have that one person you can be completely stupid with, FRIEND" - Tumblr Says.

Friendship. Well, for me 'Friendship' is about madness and talking about it is just never be ended. Laugh, love and tears are being one great combination to make it perfect. I have no idea to describe what the real meaning of friendship so far. As I know, best friends are those who comfort when they're walking beside us, no matter how our performance looks like. Best friends is a place which is not only visited when we had the blues, but also when we're in a wonderful. Best friends is a pair of God's hands for keeping us. Ah maybe it just too mainstream, but lend me your ear...

I'm afraid.

I'm afraid if bright turn to the dark when you're no longer standing on our favorite spots.
I'm afraid if the rain turn to sudden storm when you're no longer say "Hi" to me again.
I'm afraid if those milestones become moldy cause you're not able grip my yearning anymore.
I'm afraid if blue turn to the ash colored when you walk away of my life.
I'm afraid of beautiful melodies sounds so noise when you're gonna ignoring me.
If only I become time maker, I'll never let our togetherness being limited by the time goes on. Sadly, I'm not.
When you're walk so far, far away, please tell me that I'll always being awake.

"Dont worry, you're not alone... the skies taking care of yourself" You said.
Malang 2013.

For my beloved old little best friend named Karina, I don't know where are you now. But if you read this, please knowing that I do really miss you. Dozen of years we're never meet, never make any contact. You left me without any reason, you move in another city without say good bye first to me. I don't know why you did it. But let me know... how your condition now. If someday God let us seeing each other, tell me what's happened on you, I'm waiting for your amazing stories.